any words can't explain how I feel right now...



Michael Joseph Jackson
29.08.1958 - 25.06.2009


I WILL LOVE YOU 4EVER

#%$^&*$#%$!!! I got 57 points at CAE exam, and to pass it I needed 60 points! FUCK! only 3 points!!! I lost a lot of my money, MY MONEY!!! I didn't borrow 'em from my parents, I was saving for couple of months and this is a payback...

I'm gonna put this lj on another hiatus, sorry, I thought that graduation is not that stressfull, but I was wrong. Writing a diploma work is horrible, I work in Word and Acrobat all my time, I dunno what to write, I don't have any inspiration how this gonna look. You know, it's hard to write about genes affecting the pork meat without any knowledge and with publications that all are in English, it takes a lot of my time to translate them. I can't sleep well, I can't eat, I think I'm overdosing coffee, my hands are shaking all the time, and what's the most terrible - I started smoking! I'm not very proud of it but at the same time I can't stop doing this, I've always thought that only weak people smoke and I deal great with stress but it's not like that...

So see you guys after graduation, I hope then I'll have more time for my fandoms ;)

Best luck ;)

Just to get my profile a lil' bit shorter I've decided to put some things under the cut, let's go ;)



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